I’ve been offline for just over a week now. I just got done yelling at the kids to “STOP YELLING STOP!!” Oh, the irony;). Regardless, I feel like this break has already made me a better mom...if only a more engaged one:).
Who knew I actually DID have time to ‘guard doorways’ with assigned passwords like: Ninja and Log Butt;). Theo and I husked corn in the kitchen. I read aloud to Jacob from a new book while he made supper. I’ve nursed Mae with no To Do List or agenda or scrolling. Homer and I got school supplies and chatted about football. I watched Ikes face intently while he told a story that I could only partially decipher but that was veryyyy intense;). I held Rocky for as long as he needed after a spill on his bike:).
I’ve listened to 90’s country and cried for Peyton:’). Our boy joined the army and has been in GA for approximately 1 lifetime (aka. 24hrs;) and boy, does life feel completely altered in his absence.
While I wrote this (with pen and paper) I made supper. While I made supper, Mae threw soil out of my plant, ripped socks out of the basket and emptied the Tupperware tops out of the cabinet. Three steps forward...
In the last week we returned from another bi-annual Zimmerman-Family-Fun-Trip and I couldn’t tell you if it was better than the last because they were both so damn good! I’m hoping to share a lot of photos here soon...and nowwwww what was meant to be a quick “Hi, There!” blogpost is getting pretty out of control;). But here’s a quick recap of this last week!
we may have gotten more tattoos:)
we may have said our goodbyes in a tattoo shop parking lot:’)
theo lost ANOTHER tooth!!
we found a mask-free library (for now).
football season has begun and we’ve got some newbies!!
we’re reaping the rewards of Mallory’s garden!
We’re trying to purchase local and small and buy fresh and learn and grow and SO much more to come on that:). I’m currently reading (out-loud:): Homegrown & Handmade, A Practical Guide to More Self-Reliant Living.
i’m still finding inspiration for Chokecherry everywhere:)
I still find myself passionate about some pretty touchy topics. I don’t want to be someone who is upsetting anyone with my perspective and beliefs...but I suppose that’s inevitable. We aren’t meant to agree on everything. Cripes, the most beautiful thing about each of us is how unique we are:). How could we ever impose a one-size-fits-all rule/solution/law?
I’m happy to report that I STILL and most likely, will always, oppose mandates - whether those already in place or those trying to be imposed.
Medical Freedom...well, Freedom in general, has creeped its way pretty high on my priorities list:). With most things, it took personal experience to bring our freedoms to my attention. To wake me up to their importance.
I think I can trace that back to the year of the mishandling of my multiple miscarriages and then Covid happened and then Mae’s Homebirth and now Peyton joining the Army.
You guys, we have a freaking flag flying on our house now! I’m embarrassed to admit that more than a year ago...I would have been embarrassed to have a flag flying on our home:/. I’m proud of our home - the one with the roof over our head and the country we’re in. I’m proud of Peyton. That doesn’t have to mean I agree or feel things are being done perfectly because they certainly are not...
Okay...if you haven’t given up on me entirely, I’ll wrap this up;). The thing about social media and what I’m trying to change about my own life is my face-to-face/human interactions. Directly in front of someone, across the table, over a cup of coffee...usually, the assumptions and the hostility and the things we thought held all the weight on how we feel about about a person...have a better chance of melting away. I don’t think we are the sum of our political beliefs. And I don’t think we can do a good enough job expressing our thoughts on our entirely unique and personal health decisions in a meme online. We are far too complex for Instagram and although, I have plans to come back eventually ...for now, I hope to SEE people.
I don’t know what it’ll look like or how to even begin...but I’m going to start by writing and sharing those thoughts here - don’t worry, it won’t alllllll center around Covid;). Ultimately, I hope that this leads to me showing up...in person, face-to-face. I want anyone who feels similar to know that you’re not alone. You’re not selfish or stupid for questioning or disagreeing with what’s happening in our world right now. I know you have your reasons for choosing the path you have for yourself and your family and those reasons are valid and no one else’s business. - that goes for everyone...not just someone who feels similarly to me.
Nothing in life comes without risk. Just walking out the door every morning will come with choices and consequence. But man...every one of our stories is needed here.
“Nobody is superior. Nobody is inferior.
But nobody is equal either. People are simply unique, incomparable. You are you, I am I.”
- Osho
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